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"20 seconds" 

LOL. Do you know why that is the quote for the day? GUESS. 

I was asking my friend, how she did in the mountain climbing. She said yeah, "20 seconds" WHAT THE FUCK. Does she even need to say that she only did it for 20 seconds? Hello?! Tas sinabayan pa niya ng MALANDING NGITI!

Kung me pagkain lang o tubig sa lamesa binuhos ko na sa kanya eh. Pati pagkain? Mumudmudin ko yun, ididiin ko pa mukha niya! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!LANDI TALAGA NG BABAENG YUN KALA NIYA KUNG SINO SIYA HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. I WONDER KUNG PANO PA SIYA NATITIIS NI SERVANDA. HAHAHAHAH. anyway, nakakapanghinayang nga yung 700 na ginastos ko para sa isang katulad niya. Eh sorry, generous ako at wala rin naman akong magagawa. Kung yun lang hindi niya ginamit, suntok, sampal, sabunot, tadjak, uppercut, at mumudmurin ko pagmumukha niyang panget sa putek na may mga tae ng baboy! Nyahahahaha!!!! 

I truly apologize for this entry of mine, talagang bad mood lang talaga ako :)) HAHAHA

Jakee's Entry

School was BORING and NOT GOOD THIS DAY Damn it. With that girl there , everyday's a nuisance. I hate her. Why does she have to steal everything away from me? I don't get it! Can't that girl be contented?! I wonder why you're so UNDER her. Don't you realize the things that you're doing?! You're UNDER HER. Its like you're a slave to her. TO THEM. And what's really in that girl that makes them love her so much. Don't tell me cause she's pretty she can get fans all over . NOT! Not me. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. Even if I did have her as a friend for 4 years. 

*Jake mode off* 

I want them to pay attention to my existence. My aura. My life. Even though you may call me selfish.

Haay nako, LORD! Hindi ko po alam kung bakit pinagchachagaan ko pa yung babaeng yun! nAKAKAIRITA!

It was November 24, 2007... the most unforgettable doomsday that I could never forget! You know why/? Because SHE - a so called best friend of mine , hindi ako sinipot dahil sa tinamad siya at walang pera?! My goodness gracious mama mio! Sana man lang tumawag siya kesa naman magpaasa ng tao diba?! Si kath 20 minutes nag antay, pero ako??? Ilang oras?> 12345 5 hours! SHet naman. Tas school day tomorrow. Hindi ko pa alam kung anong gagawin niya about that. Hihingi ba ng sorry o ano

Anyway, bago ako hinatid sa house, btw, Pumayag both my parents sa overnight swimming nila Kath!!! its a miracle! Anyway, here goes. Nagpunta kami greenhills, did some shoppng, finally bought CHOCOLATIER WITH CRACK! WOoooooooooooo! And some other yahoo games along with it. tas aun,, iiinstall ko palang dito

weee!!!!!!!!!! ala klang XD

Title: One Last Moment

Author: 1stcast_forever

Genre: Romance/Drama/humour

Rating: T

Pairing: Akanishi x OC x Kame , Ueda x OC , Koki, Junno, Nakamaru

Disclaimer: I really don't own kat tun, I just want to make them a story ^_^ 

Prologue…

We’ve been always together since then…

We are best friends…

We are going to be together… FOREVER…

That’s what ‘you’ made me believe…

The hard rain soaked two figures in the empty, old, abandoned park.

“I’m Sick of it!!! You know what, I’m really sick of you! We know that we will never be together nor our friendship! So we have to end this one right now!”

“Aka-nii…”

“Don’t touch me!!!”

The boy ran and disappeared, vanished in the deep mist, leaving the little girl behind.

“Aka-nii…. AKA-NII!!!”

Since that day…

I lost everything…

My smile, my laughter…

All are yet but a mask…

For me…

This is an endless nightmare that I continue to live on… 

Sugarnot!!!

Kumain kami ng snacks sa sugarnot. Obviously its a diet restaurant kasi below the title of the food is the total facts , calories fats and stuffs. Inorder ko Tiramisu, si kath yung temptation ewan. Argh I forgot. Si Catalan walang kinain pero nakalibre kasi sinusubuan ko siya consecutively. Lahat ng mga taong napapadaan napapatingin samin eh. Sino yung mga celebs nayun? hahahaha!!! Gawrsh. Tapos photoshoot ganun ganun, at nakuha ko ang stolen pic ni Catalan habang sinasabi niya na "ano ba naman yang Camera mo?" LOL yan kase, na out of character pa

Bishieness

Hahaha! Kath and I have our own secrets, first one is with Seimei... kawaii-desu~! XD He's so cute, next is Captain jack Sparrow. Too bad, walang Will Turner! Pero sabi naman ni Capt Jack nasa bahay! O_o so that means.... YAOI!! hahahah... next naman si Cell. Gusto ngang yakapin ni kathleen eh. And then Here it comes O_O

Catwalk! OMG

Tuwang tuwa naman kami for after how many long years aka hours, ayan na. Finally, Catwalk na. Grabe, super gulo.  Marshalls here marshalls there, marshalls everywhere! Pero kras naman ni Catalan yung guy sa coplay registrar. Weh! 80 cosplayers ang total ng mga umatend at rumampa. Ang onti eh no? Hindi kasi main anime event. Anyway, 1st 40 cosplayers, left side of the stage, 41 and above, right side of the stage. Here it goes. Simula 1 tapos sunod sunod na. May group nga , tekken ata, mass destruction raw ang special skill ng group kase naman, lahat ng mic laglagan dahil sa group nila LOL. sabi pa ng host , "Hindi namin babayaran yan!" hahahaha... ayun, hindi naman yata sila nanalo. O_O hahaha... cool na cool lang kami nila kath, sabay nag interview sila kung sino raw pinakafave ko na char sa Seigaku, nagisip muna ako for a while and then sinabi ko Oishi. Hahahahaha.... well, yeah. I repeat, cool na cool lang kami hanggang sa tawagin na ang 41. nasa stage na yung 41 nung narealize namin ni Kath na dun pala aakyat sa stage, so parang ako tinawag ko na rin si Catalan and hinila siya towards that. Next. 

Cosplayer number 42 and 43, Yabuki and Ryu odagiri... 

The moment we stepped up the stage, wala na agad kaba namin... well, hindi ko lang alam kay Kath. And Ayun,. "hindi parin kita napapatawad Odagiri stuff, and then the ball stuff and then the kiss stuff na hindi naman natuloy at akala nila totoong dumampi pero nooo... beso beso lang, ang witness? Si Catalan. LOL pero nagsigawan parin sila. And then DANDANDANDAAAANN~!!!

Cosplayer number 44, Marinell Catalan as Sakura From NARUTO!!! 

Wooot! Todo cheer kami ni Servanda ke Catalan! yeah, palpak nga lang. Nung binaba yung scroll nasa kamay parin yung sasuke poster. Kitang kita eh. Tas nag sign siya, tamang tama yung signs niya pero sinabi niya "KUCHISE no JUTSU" imbes na kuchiyose. Aaaarrgh. Catalan tlaga.... ayun, tas Sasuke Kun style!! Wala namang kumuha ng poster. Inangkin ko nalang, Sabay apir kay Catalan pagkababa niya sa stage. May narinig kami ni kathleen na nag "Whoa-" sa usok ng scroll. Pero kasi, HINDI NABUKSAN NI CATALAN YUNG ZIPPER!! kaya ayun. Tapos maya maya may lumapet samin ni Servanda tinatanong kung alam namin yng Kat Tun. Ako naman pinakanta ako ng real face. Tapos sabi nila kamukha ko raw si Jin pag naka side view! HAHAHAHA!! Wala lang. Tapos ang dapat tawag na raw sakin ngayon KAT JIN. tapos pinakilala ko si Kath. Tas sumigaw naman yung dalawang fangirls sabay nagpapicture. tapos biglang sinabi maka takeda sila Whoah. sorry naman hindi pa kami kumpleto eh . anyway, brb lang

Aun, Ai em back, anyway... sabi ni kath bihis na kami and so... we did, Kaso si Marinell ayaw pa kasi gusto pang mag Partey! kaso, sabi namin manunuod kami ng sine kaya nagbihis na siya.

The Torture of the Masking tape part 2!

Ayan na! Dendendendeeen! We proceeded to the comfort room again to remove the masking tape so we could be free... and breathe fresh air! syempre, nakatape yun edi masakiet. Gesh. hindi yan typo. MasakiET talaga. as in... 

"Ah! Ah! Ah!"

Tapos biglang sabi ni Catalan. "Anong nangyayari sa inyo jan ha?!" sa biglaan ko ba naman, nasawsaw yung sleeve ng damit ko dun sa inidoro!! OMG! Kenat bi! Tas ayun, sabi ni Kath yung black t shirt nalang suotin ko para okay. Ayun.. Catalan kase nanggugulat ... hindi nalang sumigaw ng "SUNOG!!!" so ayun. After nun nag make up nalang si kath and then ako rin nagmake up pero si Marinell naka pink parin ang buhok. And then on we go.

Total Disappointment and FREEBIES!!!

Hindi pinayagan si Kath manuod ng sine at nireprimand siya ng mom niya kasi late sya umuwe. And then hindi ako umales kasi sinamahan ko si Haruno. "Kung alam ko lang na hindi tau manunuod ng sine hindi pa sana ako nagbihes!" paulit ulit niyang sinabe ng parang sirang plaka. parang ako... -_-U but, yeah, I know how she feels. Eh kase naman, hindi naman kami makahinga ni Servanda sa masking tapes namin noh. Ayun. pagpasok namin sa venue yung crush ni Catalan sa registration area tinanong kung cosplayers kami, and eventually pinag away kami sa magazines. parang ako, okay? pag aawayin mo kami dahil lang sa magazine? and then binigay ko narin kay Catalan yung dalawa. Tas pagpasok namin binigyan pa kami ng ballpen. O diba, useful?! ganyan talaga pag cosplayer! daming freebies! Wahahaha!!!! Ayun tas nagpicture kami kasama si Kuya mark without any costumes and make up on... 

Chain

XD I'll just keep it to myself!


THE END!

Next convention: august 25!! Be ready for your catwalks gurls! XD

That Saturday Morning

Hayyzz. it was tiring, and obviously, Marinell had lots of fun. Kath, Marinell and I made lots of new friends!!! and crushes too, of course XD First things first, I woke up 10 mins before 8. I played DS a bit, and started to play the playstation while waiting for my other two friends, marinell and kathleen. They were supposed to be here at 8 am. Oh well, on to the next. I practiced the naruto fighting game. Yeah, i had a hard time finding the game, but at least it showed up. Then Sinigang came. At first she peeked in my room, thinking that I was still asleep. Then I called her attention. We were already playing. Me as Gaara and her as Sakura. Then Kathleen called me by phone, asking me to meet her outside. I told marinell to wait, and not to finish Gaara of, and she replied with a wicked smile >.> for goodness sake. Then I stood outside the gate, after a few minutes, a sparkling white van arrived... then out of the front passenger's seat.... a girl with a short hair and red one piece dress went down, Every one was astounded... the birds dropped dead, the wind stopped, and the trees were stiff. O_O Just kidding ^_^U she came to me and complained that she's still sleepy. Of course, i replied me too. Then we all went back to the house and played naruto fighting game. XD After playing fighting game, we insisted marinell to play fatal frame 3. ^_^ she wasn't scared at all. Kath played the last passage where we had to defeat Reika and watch the end. Guess what, we didn't cry! XD and Marinell complained that she didn't understand the story. XD I showed Kath the bedtime skit of Kat tun. Jin is really adorable, and Hyde is kawaii video. Then we ate some noodles, with kath playing her hearts out with my DS. She's really willing to Marry with princess off. XD and then we started to prepare. We had to keep quiet so that my mom wouldn't find out. Yes, she forbid me to cosplay but we got out. and now I really feel guilty about not telling the truth... and then.... we packed some things out and got ready... I almost ran out of patience when our 'freaking shitty lavandera' said that i borrowed my uncle's pants for cosplay. ( i am really sorry for the word ) but then I got away with an excuse. When we ran out the gate, i had to get back 2 times to find my phone, and then we settled out. Just walking out of the gate, marinell and I got high fives before hailing a cab. kath was still playing ds at the cab. Then eventually sleeping.  

Marinell's Heartbeat

Hahaha. marinell and I were comparing out our heartbeats. hers was faster , obviously because it was her first time to cosplay. Then later on, when I told her that I'm going to sleep already, of course I was pretending! I wasn't gonna sleep. And then she said, yeah me too. she leant on my shoulder then closed her eyes. Hell shocked me when she shot up, saying "Kinakabahan na tlaga ako" at me suddenly. and I tried to comfort her by saying "OK lang yan. you'll make lots of friends, and kasama mo naman kami ni Servanda. Diba kath?" I was replied by a silent wind when we turned to our sound asleep friend by Marinell's side. I shared experiences with Marinell until we came infront of Megamall. There, Marinell freaked out even more, going out of the cab, she pulled my sleeve. "uwi na, uwi na." she said out of her nervousness. Kath said , "CR tau naiihi nako." maybe, out of the nervousness also, or because of sleeping. Then we had the guards check out our obviously heavy fat bags. "ano kayo, maglalayas?" one of the guards asked. We just laughed and replied no. We had a hard time finding the comfort room. While we make our way towards the megatrade hall, Marinell complained once again. "OMG i'm so freaking nervous." Of course that's not what she said but converted it to my understanding. There, people were flocked outside the venue, signing and registering outside the venue. I registered at the cosplay booth, writing all our phone numbers. After registering, ate Lane said that she'll just wait outside and wait until the cosplay is over. We all agreed and placed our bags in the cosplay area. After placing off our bags, we decided to head to national bookstore for more services.

The Trip to National Bookstore

We searched for masking tapes and safety pins. Luckily, Marinell was able to get the last one. And Kath and I compared the prices of the tapes we picked up. and then, headed for the venue and decided to put on our costumes. We had to go down to the other comfort room to change because the comfort room was full. What did I tell you? 

The One who cried Help and the Torture of the Masking Tape

We waited in line. Marinell got in the cubicle first. Kath and I waited for how many minutes to dress up. First, we unpacked the tape and Kath was the first to put it on, with my help. When she turned to me. her chest was flatter. Then it was my turn. I was having a hard time because my chest are somewhat bigger than hers. After, I turned to her and she gave a thumbs up sign. While we were putting up our costumes, a ghostly hand freaked us out, that came out from above the wall of our cubicle crying help. "Uy, papasa naman ng safety pins jan o." It was marinell. Kath and I shared a few chuckles and passed on the golden safety pins, literally speaking. and then we headed out. 
kath suggested we should put our makeups on in the corner. We agreed. It was fun putting make ups on each other. 

With the Help of Sai

When kath finished spraying Marinell's hair pink. We decided to put on her head protector. We went back to the comfort room, Luckly, Carissa and her friend were there. She helped us out. She was dressed as Sai. She was Marinell's first friend. She told us funny experiences when a kid called her Sasuke and about her friend who freaked out when he/she saw the half lower body of sasuke. LOL. I left my earrings with Kath so i need it back for tomorrow. I hope it didn't fall of when Carissa knocked kath's pencilcase out. They freaked out when they noticed kath sitting , texting , leaning on the half wall of the walkway. They all thought I was Sawada O_O well anyway. After a few, Carissa and her friend, and I , complimented marinell cause she really looks like Sakura herself~! Marinell's ears were already clapping out of happiness. I can see that, abstractively. Without any more further adieu, we headed up.

The Shock of Discovery
Outside the venue, someone approached us out and asked if we could be contacted some time and have us for special guests or visitors. We really didn't know what to do. It was shocking. The lady gave us her card and told us that she will contact us if she needs our services. I hope she gives out talent fees. XD After the shocking approach, marinell asked a lot of questions like "Who was that woman" , "Do you have candy?" and other stuffs. i just raised my shoulders because it was also the first time that someone approached us out like that.  

Cuteness and Bishoujouness

hahaha. Obviously, many were affected by Marinell's cuteness, even me. We decided to leave our bags in the cosplayer's area and everyone already noticed Marinell's cuteness. They took pictures with her and of her. The naruto also took a picture with her with the intent of kissing her, but marinell didn't notice. Kath and I chuckled when I saidm "daming may crush kay Catalan ah" and then we gave out our wicked laughs. 

To be continued... ^_^

This is the link if you want to check our pictures out XD

http://s56.photobucket.com/albums/g168/hiyukiri/ICC%20Cosplay/ 

enjoy ! ^_^ :3

Is the title good to say anyway? I don't know? I don't care. All that matters now is I feel like I hate myself.... gawrsh... I'm so depressed I don't know what to do. What do I have to do in order na ganun rin ang mga tingin ng mga tao saken?? Whatever.... ayos lang naman na ganito ako at least hindi ako SNOB at PLASTIC di tulad ng IBA jan na ganun ang ugali. Anyway I confess na naiinsecure ako kasi lahat ng traits niya yung mga gusto ko. BUT DUH!!! There's more than wat meets the eye. Hindi nila alam kung ano talaga ang ugali at nasa loob ng babaeng un, panlabas lang yun, sooner or later magsasawa narin siya sa inyo, maganda lang siya but is she a real friend? I don't know, That's the question I wanna ask you guys. Find it out for yourself,. I'm not going to answer or say anything... yes I know kung ano ang mga nasa utak niyong nag babasa na naiinggit lang ako. know what, yes I confess na naiinggit ako sa kagandahan, sa katalinuhan ng best friend ko na iyon na -so called- Its just discriminating. Kaya ba ganun siya kaganda ay dahil sa mejo wala silang kaya? Kailangan ba maging walang kaya para magmukhang model? Minsan kasi iniisip ko yun. Pero duh, I'm thankful ke Lord kung bakit ganito ang mukha ko. hindi plastic tulad ng ibang aesthetic beauty jan sa mga tabitabi kwekwek taho whatsoever. *takes deep breath* sigh............. yun lang people.... oh, do you even care...

Hahahah! Gawds! Super wala lang!!! hahaha okay lang talaga ako , no need to worry. hahaha... totoo naman eh. It happened kaninang english time kase. wala lang. Si Ms. Tan sabi mukhang model yung friend ko. maganda siya and whatsoever. hahahaha... wala lang. Alam ko naman na totoo kaso nainsecure naman ako ng todo. Wala lang. kasi lalo na dun sa mukhang 'model' na sinabi ni Ms. tan. parang ako... okay... parang pangarap ko yun ah... pero weh, who cares? Tanggap ko na naman na nasa kanya lahat ng gusto kong traits, beauty , brains... ano pa ba? Drawing skills??? Oo ganun nga . hahahha. pero eto lang masasabi ko. At least HINDI ako PLASTIC tulad niya diba? Wahahahaha.... whateveeer.... unga pala. best work kami kay MS. TAN! YAtta! XD  

maya maya maglalaro ako ng order of the phoenix... and... nagiisip narin kung anong pose idodrawing ko para kay sasuke for art club tomorrow para mapansin ng mga ka -club kong mga naruto fanatic. MWahahahahha... Gusto ko idraw si sai pero hindi pa ata nila kilala yung guy na yun. Oh well.... sai or sasuke, decide later on! :3