~A Distant Dream~

!!!WANTED!!!

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 16:37:58 GMT

You know its kinda strange... don't mothers have to be supportive? Well, my mom isn't... she's kinda against my hobby.: cosplay. Its kinda irritating to me... cause i feel that she's against all odds of me having fun. Its like being stuck in a cage, you know. And I know, that she's not happy about me being happy... ugh, sounds strange i know but earlier she just looked at me with ugh... eyes you wouldn't even imagine... anyway, I really need to look at the pattern of the Night Class uniform... its really irritating... See you

PS:
Maybe that's why I'm not comfortable opening up to my mom...

Zero Kiryuu Test Cosplay

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 07:04:00 GMT

Say niyo? Hahahaha

Anyway, ayun na nga, the title says it all.. wah 5 days to go before school >.> Wanna be with my family pa I guess... Si Iw pumasok na, and I wish na maganda ang kalabasan ng last 2 months sa school coz this is my last 2 months with my friends you know!!! Anyway, I want to buy red contacts and I hope my costume's done na.

Happy New Year

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 16:01:01 GMT

Happy New year!!!

First off, I would like to start with my Zero wig, it turned out pretty cool, I'd like to thank God for that! XD It only takes water for it to form!!!! Anyway, I'll need a red necktie and my costume. Further more, nakaka waaaaaaaaaaaaa because I just figured out that there are also 2 soon to be zero to be cosplaying. I'm kinda nervous. >.< Who knows? Anyway, 20 seconds more before new Year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL

more conventions to come hahahahahahahahaha

Quote for the Day

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 14:54:53 GMT

"20 seconds"

LOL. Do you know why that is the quote for the day? GUESS.

I was asking my friend, how she did in the mountain climbing. She said yeah, "20 seconds" WHAT THE FUCK. Does she even need to say that she only did it for 20 seconds? Hello?! Tas sinabayan pa niya ng MALANDING NGITI!

Kung me pagkain lang o tubig sa lamesa binuhos ko na sa kanya eh. Pati pagkain? Mumudmudin ko yun, ididiin ko pa mukha niya! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!LANDI TALAGA NG BABAENG YUN KALA NIYA KUNG SINO SIYA HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. I WONDER KUNG PANO PA SIYA NATITIIS NI SERVANDA. HAHAHAHAH. anyway, nakakapanghinayang nga yung 700 na ginastos ko para sa isang katulad niya. Eh sorry, generous ako at wala rin naman akong magagawa. Kung yun lang hindi niya ginamit, suntok, sampal, sabunot, tadjak, uppercut, at mumudmurin ko pagmumukha niyang panget sa putek na may mga tae ng baboy! Nyahahahaha!!!!

I truly apologize for this entry of mine, talagang bad mood lang talaga ako :)) HAHAHA

B-TCH

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 11:11:53 GMT

Jakee's Entry

School was BORING and NOT GOOD THIS DAY Damn it. With that girl there , everyday's a nuisance. I hate her. Why does she have to steal everything away from me? I don't get it! Can't that girl be contented?! I wonder why you're so UNDER her. Don't you realize the things that you're doing?! You're UNDER HER. Its like you're a slave to her. TO THEM. And what's really in that girl that makes them love her so much. Don't tell me cause she's pretty she can get fans all over . NOT! Not me. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. Even if I did have her as a friend for 4 years.

*Jake mode off*

I want them to pay attention to my existence. My aura. My life. Even though you may call me selfish.

MOTIVATION!!!

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 11:05:54 GMT

Ala lang. I'm just motivated to be Zero Kiryuu. Papabili lang ako ng thinning scissors ke papa sa thurs. WAaaa sana umabot si Mary before friday :-s

PS. I think I have a split personality. And I named him Jakee....

White or Grey? Hmm...

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 12:54:24 GMT

Can someone help me? I'm kinda confused here... I need to know what color of wig to buy...

See... sigh! what noww? I think I'll use my white wig first and when the time comes for me to have money, i'll buy the grey one. Yeah... that sounds cool :D I'm kinda excited to "test" cosplay him. :3

Stupidity is Never the Best Policy with Friends

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 06:48:34 GMT

Haay nako, LORD! Hindi ko po alam kung bakit pinagchachagaan ko pa yung babaeng yun! nAKAKAIRITA!

It was November 24, 2007... the most unforgettable doomsday that I could never forget! You know why/? Because SHE - a so called best friend of mine , hindi ako sinipot dahil sa tinamad siya at walang pera?! My goodness gracious mama mio! Sana man lang tumawag siya kesa naman magpaasa ng tao diba?! Si kath 20 minutes nag antay, pero ako??? Ilang oras?> 12345 5 hours! SHet naman. Tas school day tomorrow. Hindi ko pa alam kung anong gagawin niya about that. Hihingi ba ng sorry o ano

Anyway, bago ako hinatid sa house, btw, Pumayag both my parents sa overnight swimming nila Kath!!! its a miracle! Anyway, here goes. Nagpunta kami greenhills, did some shoppng, finally bought CHOCOLATIER WITH CRACK! WOoooooooooooo! And some other yahoo games along with it. tas aun,, iiinstall ko palang dito

weee!!!!!!!!!! ala klang XD

~Sheet naman tong Buhay Nato~

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 09:26:20 GMT

I just finished Macarthur and ang corny ng ending pero its a laughing stock. Anyway, I don't like what happened to me at school earlier. Masyadong centered kasi si Kathleen pati si Ilona to each other so I'm like not in need. SO ayun. so i'm going to bring and wear their bracelets tomorrow hoping it would change my luck. I hope.

Sana mangyari uli yung nangyari dati . kathleen became annoyed... I know its bad pero i didn't feel lonely back then.

OK!!! I had enough with it!!!

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 15:38:00 GMT

After the long sembreak, its kinda boring, since I wasn't able to spend some time with my friends out... except for the fun photoshoot I had with Ate Julia for Hana Kimi ! XD What i really want to point out is that my passion for cosplay is ever burning again! I saw ate nejin's bleach photoshoot and i just had to admit that my cosplay isn't even 0.1 percent of theirs. T_T GOOD LORD! now, i am back! now i, AM GOING TO try my best again to ramp on stage and get ready to be cheered by people again!!! HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO SHALL LIVE AGAIN!!! NIYAHAHAHA!!!

Ashiya Senti Mode On

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:14:14 GMT

Haay... I don't know why but I've been thinking alot about friendship lately... I know I musn't feel unhappy but... i just feel jealous... look at them...

They look so happy making happy and joyful memories together... Friends... Sigh~ Ba't kaya nagseselos ako? They're my friends... dapat hindi ako ganito...... ewan ko baka lang kasi masyado na silang maraming memories together? Naiiyak lang talaga ako.... hmmm wala lang... kaya nga tinawag na senti mode on diba.... hay, anyways, kakain na kami ng parents ko.... HANGGANG SA MULING PAGKAKATAON LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!!

One Last Moment

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 10:43:52 GMT

Title: One Last Moment

Author: 1stcast_forever

Genre: Romance/Drama/humour

Rating: T

Pairing: Akanishi x OC x Kame , Ueda x OC , Koki, Junno, Nakamaru

Disclaimer: I really don't own kat tun, I just want to make them a story ^_^

Prologue…

We’ve been always together since then…

We are best friends…

We are going to be together… FOREVER…

That’s what ‘you’ made me believe…

The hard rain soaked two figures in the empty, old, abandoned park.

“I’m Sick of it!!! You know what, I’m really sick of you! We know that we will never be together nor our friendship! So we have to end this one right now!”

“Aka-nii…”

“Don’t touch me!!!”

The boy ran and disappeared, vanished in the deep mist, leaving the little girl behind.

“Aka-nii…. AKA-NII!!!”

Since that day…

I lost everything…

My smile, my laughter…

All are yet but a mask…

For me…

This is an endless nightmare that I continue to live on…

Chapter 1

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RIIIIIIIING!!!!!!

The sound of the alarm woke her up. With outstretched arms she yawned and brushed her long, messy hair neat. She laid her brush down and went out of her room and proceeded to the door just a few steps beside hers and entered it.

“Uchii…?” she whispered, eyeing the bulky figure under the blankets. She slowly crept in, approaching the sleepy head.

“Hmm… 5 minutes…” he groaned, turning to his right side. “Uchii, if you don’t get up now, you’ll be late for school.” She shook her brother once more.

“We always go to school together.” He replied , his arm searching for the refuge and the warmth of his beloved blanket. “Not today, I’m going ahead of you if you don’t get up and I won’t let you use my bicycle.” She said, as she began to stand.

“Aah! Sis!!” Uedagrabbed his sister’s arm and pulled her back. She lost her balance and stumbled on the other side of the bed, pulling her brother with her. Both were having a great time when the alarm clock rang 6 am.

“No way!!!”

Both ran out the gate while tidying their uniforms and each rode their bicycles hurriedly.

“I told you we’re going to be late, Uchii!” said Minako who pedals her bike frantically. “I’m sorry!!! I thought you were only kidding!” he complained. “You Know I never do that!!!”

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RIIIIING!!!

“Just in time, Miko-chan!” the skin-head who is always solving math drills on his desk, a.k.a. the math freak and president of the class, commonly known as Koki and universally known as Ko-chan or presi-sama, in short for president , greeted Minako who just entered the room, still catching her breath.

“Gimme y’all ‘round of applause for Miko-chan!!!” Ko-chan said, signaling for the whole class to applaud and cheer for Minako. “Thanks for the motivation!” Minako smiled and sat on her seat.

“Morning Minako!” the pig-tailed girl never ails to greet her ‘best friend’. “Morning Kumi-chan! How’s life?” Minako asked, fixing her books under the desk. “I saw those two annoying girls again a while ago.” Kumiko said, as she sat on her seat. “Oh yeah? Those two are useless people. Don’t let them get to you that much. You have other friends you know. “ Minako’s given advice to her friend. “Yeah. You’re right. I’m not gonna mind those two…” Kumiko said and got her notebook and pens. Minako unbelievably raised a brow at her friend, doubting what she has just answered. “Its hard to do it, but I’ll try… “ Kumiko sighed, “That’s the spirit!” Minako cheered for her friend.

“okay class, please bring out your assignments.” The teacher said as he entered. Koji smiled. “I just love the smell of math!” Minako sighed, seeing the appearance of the math teacher.

“This is going to be a long day.”

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Ueda lazily copied the notes on the blackboard. ‘Incest- a forbidden relationship between two persons that are closely related’. The board says. The hell. Do we really need to know these kinds of ‘immoral’ things?

“Okay class, for your assignment, let your siblings write their reactions about ‘incest’” The teacher said while writing on the record sheet.

“What? What will my sister say about this? Surely she’ll find no time in answering these kinds of questions…” Ueda said to himself and just wrote the assignment down.

“I simply can’t wait ‘till dismissal.”

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“Jin! Borrow notes on physics later, okay?” the writings on the paper that two persons passed around. A guy with brown hair that fall until his neck read the letter. He sighed and replied,

“Kazuya , lunch is almost there, no need to catch z’s.”

Before the paper could return to the sender, the teacher got and read it.

“Kamenashi-kun”

When the class heart this, they all shifted their attention to Kazuya , who just rolled his eyes and stood up.

“Physics is simply defined ‘boring’ for you, isn’t it?” the teacher crossed his arms. “Sensei, you don’t have to emphasize. You can see that almost half of the class is asleep because of your presence.” Kazuya replied, actually kinda ‘insulted’ the teacher. The teacher turned red of anger.

“Your punishment will be carrying these maps and books to the storage team!”

“Hai…” Kamenashi replied in a rather ‘lazy’ way.

“Jinwara, you go with him.”

“What?!” is the obvious expression on Akanishi’s face. Kazuya smirked and said to himself,

“Jackpot.”

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RIIIIIIIING!!

“Okay class, don’t forget to pass your assignments tomorrow! You may take your lunch now.” The teacher announced as he walked out the door.

“Miko-chan, should we go karaokeing later? “ Kumiko asked as she and Minako stood up to get their bentou boxes. “Hmm… I’ll see if we don’t have that many homeworks.” Minako smiled and wove ‘see you later’ to her friend and ran to her brother who is waiting outside for her.

“Uchii! Are you hungry already?” she asked her brother. “Nee-chan, I have something to ask you.” Ueda said as he showed his notebook. “Sure. About what?” she asked , and both of them started to walk down towards the cafeteria.

“its our lesson in Christian living. They were asking for our siblings to make a reaction about incest.” Ueda explained to his sister. “Incest? That that’s quite interesting…” Minako smiled and read her brother’s notes.

“Tatsuya-kun! Just the girl I wanted to see!” Minako and Ueda encountered the principal, Mr. Megane while going down the stairs.

“Ryuji-sensei.” Minako and Ueda greeted. “Ueda-kun, can I excuse your sister for a while?” the principal asked. “hai… of course , Ryuji-sensei.” He bowed, “Tatsuya-kun, please come with me to the faculty.” The principal instructed and Minako followed. “Uchii! I’ll help you out later, nee?” Minako said , and her brother nodded. He proceeded alone to the cafeteria looking at his notes.

“TATSUYA!!! “ out of nowhere, someone glomped the hell out of him. “Maru…( Nakamaru )” Ueda just whispered. “What’s wrong? You look gloomy.” His friend asked, with pouted lips.

“Its nee-chan…” he sighed. Maru put his arm around his friend’s shoulder. “really…. Why? What happened to your ‘nee-chan’?” Maru asked in a childish way. “We won’t be able to eat lunch together today…” Ueda complained. “Eeeh??? ‘Nee-chan’ can’t eat lunch with you? Why? She makes you food, and live with you o the same roof! There’s nothing to be down about that!” Both sat on the chair and Maru took Ueda’s bentou and ate some.

“Mm!!! Your sister’s sweet fried eggs are the best!” Maru commented as he kissed the chopsticks. Ueda pouted and grabbed his bentou.

“Maru! That’s not a nice thing to do!’ he said, tightening his grip on his bentou. “Eeh??? You’re mean, Taka-chan. Meeaan…” Maru stuck his tongue out and crossed his arms. Ueda sighed and ate his bentou.

“Nee, Taka-chan, why do you act so strangely when your sister is not around?” Maru asked, “its none of your”

“AHA!!!” Uedawas definitely startled. “W-what?!” “Tsk, tsk, nee, Tatsuya Ueda-san, you obviously know that incest is definitely immoral.” Maru explained. “MARU! I never said anything about that!” Ueda stood up and walked away, making the whole crowd in the cafeteria shift their attention to Maru.

“Want my autograph or something?” he asked.

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“You’re unbelievable Yuichi.” Akanishi sighed as he brought the books and the maps down, with Yuichi just goofing around in the storage room.

“What did I do this time? It was the teacher’s fault that you had to come with me, Jin.” Yuichi replied, browsing at the things in the storage room. “Eeyach. No wonder no one wants to go here. Its so FILTHY.” He added.

“Yuichi, if I were you, I’d stop complaining and proceed down to the cafeteria.” Akanishi said as he climbed down the ladder. “oi Jin! Wait for me!!!”

Akanishi felt numb as he saw Minako in front of him.

“Akanishi, wait-“ Yuichi raised a brow at both figures who were both staring at each other.

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TO BE CONTINUED…

Continuity

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 07:38:39 GMT

Sugarnot!!!

Kumain kami ng snacks sa sugarnot. Obviously its a diet restaurant kasi below the title of the food is the total facts , calories fats and stuffs. Inorder ko Tiramisu, si kath yung temptation ewan. Argh I forgot. Si Catalan walang kinain pero nakalibre kasi sinusubuan ko siya consecutively. Lahat ng mga taong napapadaan napapatingin samin eh. Sino yung mga celebs nayun? hahahaha!!! Gawrsh. Tapos photoshoot ganun ganun, at nakuha ko ang stolen pic ni Catalan habang sinasabi niya na "ano ba naman yang Camera mo?" LOL yan kase, na out of character pa

Bishieness

Hahaha! Kath and I have our own secrets, first one is with Seimei... kawaii-desu~! XD He's so cute, next is Captain jack Sparrow. Too bad, walang Will Turner! Pero sabi naman ni Capt Jack nasa bahay! O_o so that means.... YAOI!! hahahah... next naman si Cell. Gusto ngang yakapin ni kathleen eh. And then Here it comes O_O

Catwalk! OMG

Tuwang tuwa naman kami for after how many long years aka hours, ayan na. Finally, Catwalk na. Grabe, super gulo. Marshalls here marshalls there, marshalls everywhere! Pero kras naman ni Catalan yung guy sa coplay registrar. Weh! 80 cosplayers ang total ng mga umatend at rumampa. Ang onti eh no? Hindi kasi main anime event. Anyway, 1st 40 cosplayers, left side of the stage, 41 and above, right side of the stage. Here it goes. Simula 1 tapos sunod sunod na. May group nga , tekken ata, mass destruction raw ang special skill ng group kase naman, lahat ng mic laglagan dahil sa group nila LOL. sabi pa ng host , "Hindi namin babayaran yan!" hahahaha... ayun, hindi naman yata sila nanalo. O_O hahaha... cool na cool lang kami nila kath, sabay nag interview sila kung sino raw pinakafave ko na char sa Seigaku, nagisip muna ako for a while and then sinabi ko Oishi. Hahahahaha.... well, yeah. I repeat, cool na cool lang kami hanggang sa tawagin na ang 41. nasa stage na yung 41 nung narealize namin ni Kath na dun pala aakyat sa stage, so parang ako tinawag ko na rin si Catalan and hinila siya towards that. Next.

Cosplayer number 42 and 43, Yabuki and Ryu odagiri...

The moment we stepped up the stage, wala na agad kaba namin... well, hindi ko lang alam kay Kath. And Ayun,. "hindi parin kita napapatawad Odagiri stuff, and then the ball stuff and then the kiss stuff na hindi naman natuloy at akala nila totoong dumampi pero nooo... beso beso lang, ang witness? Si Catalan. LOL pero nagsigawan parin sila. And then DANDANDANDAAAANN~!!!

Cosplayer number 44, Marinell Catalan as Sakura From NARUTO!!!

Wooot! Todo cheer kami ni Servanda ke Catalan! yeah, palpak nga lang. Nung binaba yung scroll nasa kamay parin yung sasuke poster. Kitang kita eh. Tas nag sign siya, tamang tama yung signs niya pero sinabi niya "KUCHISE no JUTSU" imbes na kuchiyose. Aaaarrgh. Catalan tlaga.... ayun, tas Sasuke Kun style!! Wala namang kumuha ng poster. Inangkin ko nalang, Sabay apir kay Catalan pagkababa niya sa stage. May narinig kami ni kathleen na nag "Whoa-" sa usok ng scroll. Pero kasi, HINDI NABUKSAN NI CATALAN YUNG ZIPPER!! kaya ayun. Tapos maya maya may lumapet samin ni Servanda tinatanong kung alam namin yng Kat Tun. Ako naman pinakanta ako ng real face. Tapos sabi nila kamukha ko raw si Jin pag naka side view! HAHAHAHA!! Wala lang. Tapos ang dapat tawag na raw sakin ngayon KAT JIN. tapos pinakilala ko si Kath. Tas sumigaw naman yung dalawang fangirls sabay nagpapicture. tapos biglang sinabi maka takeda sila Whoah. sorry naman hindi pa kami kumpleto eh . anyway, brb lang

Aun, Ai em back, anyway... sabi ni kath bihis na kami and so... we did, Kaso si Marinell ayaw pa kasi gusto pang mag Partey! kaso, sabi namin manunuod kami ng sine kaya nagbihis na siya.

The Torture of the Masking tape part 2!

Ayan na! Dendendendeeen! We proceeded to the comfort room again to remove the masking tape so we could be free... and breathe fresh air! syempre, nakatape yun edi masakiet. Gesh. hindi yan typo. MasakiET talaga. as in...

"Ah! Ah! Ah!"

Tapos biglang sabi ni Catalan. "Anong nangyayari sa inyo jan ha?!" sa biglaan ko ba naman, nasawsaw yung sleeve ng damit ko dun sa inidoro!! OMG! Kenat bi! Tas ayun, sabi ni Kath yung black t shirt nalang suotin ko para okay. Ayun.. Catalan kase nanggugulat ... hindi nalang sumigaw ng "SUNOG!!!" so ayun. After nun nag make up nalang si kath and then ako rin nagmake up pero si Marinell naka pink parin ang buhok. And then on we go.

Total Disappointment and FREEBIES!!!

Hindi pinayagan si Kath manuod ng sine at nireprimand siya ng mom niya kasi late sya umuwe. And then hindi ako umales kasi sinamahan ko si Haruno. "Kung alam ko lang na hindi tau manunuod ng sine hindi pa sana ako nagbihes!" paulit ulit niyang sinabe ng parang sirang plaka. parang ako... -_-U but, yeah, I know how she feels. Eh kase naman, hindi naman kami makahinga ni Servanda sa masking tapes namin noh. Ayun. pagpasok namin sa venue yung crush ni Catalan sa registration area tinanong kung cosplayers kami, and eventually pinag away kami sa magazines. parang ako, okay? pag aawayin mo kami dahil lang sa magazine? and then binigay ko narin kay Catalan yung dalawa. Tas pagpasok namin binigyan pa kami ng ballpen. O diba, useful?! ganyan talaga pag cosplayer! daming freebies! Wahahaha!!!! Ayun tas nagpicture kami kasama si Kuya mark without any costumes and make up on...

Chain

XD I'll just keep it to myself!

THE END!

Next convention: august 25!! Be ready for your catwalks gurls! XD

ICC Hangover XD

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 13:40:04 GMT

That Saturday Morning

Hayyzz. it was tiring, and obviously, Marinell had lots of fun. Kath, Marinell and I made lots of new friends!!! and crushes too, of course XD First things first, I woke up 10 mins before 8. I played DS a bit, and started to play the playstation while waiting for my other two friends, marinell and kathleen. They were supposed to be here at 8 am. Oh well, on to the next. I practiced the naruto fighting game. Yeah, i had a hard time finding the game, but at least it showed up. Then Sinigang came. At first she peeked in my room, thinking that I was still asleep. Then I called her attention. We were already playing. Me as Gaara and her as Sakura. Then Kathleen called me by phone, asking me to meet her outside. I told marinell to wait, and not to finish Gaara of, and she replied with a wicked smile >.> for goodness sake. Then I stood outside the gate, after a few minutes, a sparkling white van arrived... then out of the front passenger's seat.... a girl with a short hair and red one piece dress went down, Every one was astounded... the birds dropped dead, the wind stopped, and the trees were stiff. O_O Just kidding ^_^U she came to me and complained that she's still sleepy. Of course, i replied me too. Then we all went back to the house and played naruto fighting game. XD After playing fighting game, we insisted marinell to play fatal frame 3. ^_^ she wasn't scared at all. Kath played the last passage where we had to defeat Reika and watch the end. Guess what, we didn't cry! XD and Marinell complained that she didn't understand the story. XD I showed Kath the bedtime skit of Kat tun. Jin is really adorable, and Hyde is kawaii video. Then we ate some noodles, with kath playing her hearts out with my DS. She's really willing to Marry with princess off. XD and then we started to prepare. We had to keep quiet so that my mom wouldn't find out. Yes, she forbid me to cosplay but we got out. and now I really feel guilty about not telling the truth... and then.... we packed some things out and got ready... I almost ran out of patience when our 'freaking shitty lavandera' said that i borrowed my uncle's pants for cosplay. ( i am really sorry for the word ) but then I got away with an excuse. When we ran out the gate, i had to get back 2 times to find my phone, and then we settled out. Just walking out of the gate, marinell and I got high fives before hailing a cab. kath was still playing ds at the cab. Then eventually sleeping.

Marinell's Heartbeat

Hahaha. marinell and I were comparing out our heartbeats. hers was faster , obviously because it was her first time to cosplay. Then later on, when I told her that I'm going to sleep already, of course I was pretending! I wasn't gonna sleep. And then she said, yeah me too. she leant on my shoulder then closed her eyes. Hell shocked me when she shot up, saying "Kinakabahan na tlaga ako" at me suddenly. and I tried to comfort her by saying "OK lang yan. you'll make lots of friends, and kasama mo naman kami ni Servanda. Diba kath?" I was replied by a silent wind when we turned to our sound asleep friend by Marinell's side. I shared experiences with Marinell until we came infront of Megamall. There, Marinell freaked out even more, going out of the cab, she pulled my sleeve. "uwi na, uwi na." she said out of her nervousness. Kath said , "CR tau naiihi nako." maybe, out of the nervousness also, or because of sleeping. Then we had the guards check out our obviously heavy fat bags. "ano kayo, maglalayas?" one of the guards asked. We just laughed and replied no. We had a hard time finding the comfort room. While we make our way towards the megatrade hall, Marinell complained once again. "OMG i'm so freaking nervous." Of course that's not what she said but converted it to my understanding. There, people were flocked outside the venue, signing and registering outside the venue. I registered at the cosplay booth, writing all our phone numbers. After registering, ate Lane said that she'll just wait outside and wait until the cosplay is over. We all agreed and placed our bags in the cosplay area. After placing off our bags, we decided to head to national bookstore for more services.

The Trip to National Bookstore

We searched for masking tapes and safety pins. Luckily, Marinell was able to get the last one. And Kath and I compared the prices of the tapes we picked up. and then, headed for the venue and decided to put on our costumes. We had to go down to the other comfort room to change because the comfort room was full. What did I tell you?

The One who cried Help and the Torture of the Masking Tape

We waited in line. Marinell got in the cubicle first. Kath and I waited for how many minutes to dress up. First, we unpacked the tape and Kath was the first to put it on, with my help. When she turned to me. her chest was flatter. Then it was my turn. I was having a hard time because my chest are somewhat bigger than hers. After, I turned to her and she gave a thumbs up sign. While we were putting up our costumes, a ghostly hand freaked us out, that came out from above the wall of our cubicle crying help. "Uy, papasa naman ng safety pins jan o." It was marinell. Kath and I shared a few chuckles and passed on the golden safety pins, literally speaking. and then we headed out.
kath suggested we should put our makeups on in the corner. We agreed. It was fun putting make ups on each other.

With the Help of Sai

When kath finished spraying Marinell's hair pink. We decided to put on her head protector. We went back to the comfort room, Luckly, Carissa and her friend were there. She helped us out. She was dressed as Sai. She was Marinell's first friend. She told us funny experiences when a kid called her Sasuke and about her friend who freaked out when he/she saw the half lower body of sasuke. LOL. I left my earrings with Kath so i need it back for tomorrow. I hope it didn't fall of when Carissa knocked kath's pencilcase out. They freaked out when they noticed kath sitting , texting , leaning on the half wall of the walkway. They all thought I was Sawada O_O well anyway. After a few, Carissa and her friend, and I , complimented marinell cause she really looks like Sakura herself~! Marinell's ears were already clapping out of happiness. I can see that, abstractively. Without any more further adieu, we headed up.

The Shock of Discovery
Outside the venue, someone approached us out and asked if we could be contacted some time and have us for special guests or visitors. We really didn't know what to do. It was shocking. The lady gave us her card and told us that she will contact us if she needs our services. I hope she gives out talent fees. XD After the shocking approach, marinell asked a lot of questions like "Who was that woman" , "Do you have candy?" and other stuffs. i just raised my shoulders because it was also the first time that someone approached us out like that.

Cuteness and Bishoujouness

hahaha. Obviously, many were affected by Marinell's cuteness, even me. We decided to leave our bags in the cosplayer's area and everyone already noticed Marinell's cuteness. They took pictures with her and of her. The naruto also took a picture with her with the intent of kissing her, but marinell didn't notice. Kath and I chuckled when I saidm "daming may crush kay Catalan ah" and then we gave out our wicked laughs.

To be continued... ^_^

This is the link if you want to check our pictures out XD

http://s56.photobucket.com/albums/g168/hiyukiri/ICC%20Cosplay/

enjoy ! ^_^ :3

Sorrow.... you're devouring me again...

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 15:24:06 GMT

Yey... I let her go... I knew that she wasn't happy just leaving her alone in the darkness like that. Oh well, I'm just going to be left out, I guess....I know they're gonna be happy with each other... yeah... please just wish me luck on exams.. I have to sleep. Eyes are getting heavy... goodnight... Sorrow, my heart's doors are opened to welcome you again...

August 11... is Tomorrow

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:43:36 GMT

Sigh... parang kailan lang kami nagplano na mag cosplay ng palihim from our parents LOL... at parang kailan lang rin na nagbalak kami mag cosplay for December... well guess what... BUKAS na kami magococsplay. Inuulit ko. BUKAS NA BUKAS na kami magcocosplay. and I'm kinda excited for it. !st time ni Sinigang magcosplay. Mwahahaha.... sana hindi kami mahuli ni mama. at sana payagan si Servanda. Sana Lord... payagan si Servanda.. please please please please oh Lord.... and one more thing... please guide me rin na walang line of 7 sa quarterly exam this 14, 15 and 16. XD please, para matuwa naman si mama... hmmm kinda excited to be Yabuki tomorrow XD ODAGERE!!!! and for that isasacrifice ko ang pagiging Tsuzuki ko. >:) i'm sorry, ate hester.... :( i let you down... i'm really sorry. I'll make it up to you next time..... anyway.... eto ang outcome ng Hayato Yabuki Photoshoot ko. LOL! Please enjoy?

Ahaha... spot the difference.... panget ko no... haha.. hinde no.... I'm beautiful.... KIREI NA!!!!

Group pic of KAT TUN for Cosplay

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:45:49 GMT

Hayy... sana pumayag si Kath maging kamenashi XD

I H8 Myself

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:18:31 GMT

Is the title good to say anyway? I don't know? I don't care. All that matters now is I feel like I hate myself.... gawrsh... I'm so depressed I don't know what to do. What do I have to do in order na ganun rin ang mga tingin ng mga tao saken?? Whatever.... ayos lang naman na ganito ako at least hindi ako SNOB at PLASTIC di tulad ng IBA jan na ganun ang ugali. Anyway I confess na naiinsecure ako kasi lahat ng traits niya yung mga gusto ko. BUT DUH!!! There's more than wat meets the eye. Hindi nila alam kung ano talaga ang ugali at nasa loob ng babaeng un, panlabas lang yun, sooner or later magsasawa narin siya sa inyo, maganda lang siya but is she a real friend? I don't know, That's the question I wanna ask you guys. Find it out for yourself,. I'm not going to answer or say anything... yes I know kung ano ang mga nasa utak niyong nag babasa na naiinggit lang ako. know what, yes I confess na naiinggit ako sa kagandahan, sa katalinuhan ng best friend ko na iyon na -so called- Its just discriminating. Kaya ba ganun siya kaganda ay dahil sa mejo wala silang kaya? Kailangan ba maging walang kaya para magmukhang model? Minsan kasi iniisip ko yun. Pero duh, I'm thankful ke Lord kung bakit ganito ang mukha ko. hindi plastic tulad ng ibang aesthetic beauty jan sa mga tabitabi kwekwek taho whatsoever. *takes deep breath* sigh............. yun lang people.... oh, do you even care...

Hahahaha!!! Gawds

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 09:33:12 GMT

Hahahah! Gawds! Super wala lang!!! hahaha okay lang talaga ako , no need to worry. hahaha... totoo naman eh. It happened kaninang english time kase. wala lang. Si Ms. Tan sabi mukhang model yung friend ko. maganda siya and whatsoever. hahahaha... wala lang. Alam ko naman na totoo kaso nainsecure naman ako ng todo. Wala lang. kasi lalo na dun sa mukhang 'model' na sinabi ni Ms. tan. parang ako... okay... parang pangarap ko yun ah... pero weh, who cares? Tanggap ko na naman na nasa kanya lahat ng gusto kong traits, beauty , brains... ano pa ba? Drawing skills??? Oo ganun nga . hahahha. pero eto lang masasabi ko. At least HINDI ako PLASTIC tulad niya diba? Wahahahaha.... whateveeer.... unga pala. best work kami kay MS. TAN! YAtta! XD

maya maya maglalaro ako ng order of the phoenix... and... nagiisip narin kung anong pose idodrawing ko para kay sasuke for art club tomorrow para mapansin ng mga ka -club kong mga naruto fanatic. MWahahahahha... Gusto ko idraw si sai pero hindi pa ata nila kilala yung guy na yun. Oh well.... sai or sasuke, decide later on! :3

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 15:16:16 GMT

Yeah! Short notice nga si Angke biglang naisipang manuod ng movie. Tas ako naman ininvite ko si Ilona. At first ayaw niya ng Harry Potter pero since wala nang ibang mapanuod, yun nalang. Grabe! Daming yaoi hints! Harry x Ron, Harry x Snape ( ang grabe ng hint na yun me 'penetration' ) pa na word. Harry X Sirius. ( SIRIUS!!!! NO!!!! ) TT_TT yep, in short, he's dead. Si Draco walang masyadong part eh. Tapos ayun. Kadiri yung kissing scene. Missle Toe lang pala katapat ni Cho, at naghalikan pa sila sa harap ng picture ni Cedric. Makonsensha ka naman Cho!!!! Mas gwapo si Cedric ke Harry! Pero wtfudge. Wala lang. Si Snape mamamatay sa book 7. And I reaed the ending. Grabe nagpakasal si harry at Ginny at me anak na sila. EEeeeeewwww... ibig sabihin pag narelease na ang book 7, magkakaron na ng movie 7, and then hindi ko na makikita si Rupert at si Tom Felton!!! :(( wala lang. Grabe, 3 lucky things ang nangyari sakin today, 1 sumama nga si Ilona sa movie. ( crush niya si Neville kasi ang laki ng inimprove ) ayun, tapos, second, nakita ko si Ikkaku sa dataventure, nagbalik siya! XD yeahboi pero hindi ko siya pinansin kasi nahihiya ako pero nakita niya ako. O_O and third, nakita ko si Kuya Arnold sa labas at sa wakas, nakapag sabi ako ng hi. Yun lang. By the way, i found this wallpaper of harry potter, and I have a task to do with my sketchpad!! Yeaaah!! Btw, me nagreview nga pala sa fanfic kong one last moment! yeatta!!!

oMG! I SO LURV RON WEASLEY X HARRY!! ala lung. Rupert is show hot in his pose here ^_^

Ah, experience

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 13:45:06 GMT

sabi sayo alam na ni kuya arnold kasi ba naman binigay ni telan yung number ko at nagtext kami habang nasa reception. Mwahahaha. ala lang. yun. para kayang wala nang spark ke ser f pati sa kanya. parang friends nalang tlaga, just normal friends. Anyway, sana maraming magreview sa one last moment pati sa hp! ala lanng! sige sige brb!!

NAWALAN NAKO NG MUKHA!!!

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 12:40:20 GMT

WALA LANG! alam na ni kuya arnold na kras ko siya. Nyahahahahaha.... yun lang as in tlagang pasimple pa ako na kunwari tinititigan ko yung aso sa likod pero HINDE!!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo susundan ko nalang yung tips sa internet!!! XD

Sigh

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 11:30:24 GMT

NAKO!!!!!! feel ko alam na ni Sir Feria. Uunga pala birthday ni ser kanina. happy 44th birthday sir Feria. Wala lang . ayun lang ang meron at the same case. Dun sa mga so- called 'best friends' ko parin ang problems. They can't seem to notice my presence but okay lang yun. Sabi nga naman ni Peng diba. Just mind them and accept them the way they are. YEP! That's eet. wala lang,. babasa pa ako ng puppies for sale. sige yun lang. Currently searching for harry potter something something because of fanfic at wala pa akong matuloy sa beyond the layers of fantasy/ Ayun lang... well tata for now kinda hungry na me.

Photoshoot... resume or unresume?

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 08:53:50 GMT

Hey guys... I'm back after four hours and I'm still wondering kung pupunta yung dalawa dito kasi nga, 5 pm na. I was expecting them to come at 2 pm. until now wala pa sila. Sana naman nagtext sila na hindi matutuloy kung hindi man,. But still, right nowI'm hoping that they're coming., haaayzzzz.... guys come on. Puno ang sched ko tomorrow! Waaa. yup, nagorder kami ng mcdo. yeyey wala pa yung mcdo ngayon... LORD PLease... sana papuntahin mo sila, I don't want to waste my saturday without nothing good happening... sana pumunta na sila. TT_TT kaka upload ko nga lang pala ng Beyond the Layers of Fantasy kanina. Sana matuwa na si dancinglight sa ginawa kong chapter. omg. naiyak ako. wala pa akong maisip na romantic scene ke aurel pati ke linnea. omg Lord. please help please help please help... sana matuloy photoshoot please......

Day-Depression at School

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:15:36 GMT

Yep, you read the title right. It always have something to do with schooling. Well, cause you see, yesterday was the school's poster-making contest, and it was also a Friday the 13th. 3 bad things happened to me and 1 to Ilona, one of my 'so-called' best friends. Well the first bad thing that happened is about the poster-making contest. The venue was at the college entrep room, yeah the airconditioning was great. Cool, its cold. Let's go back to the 'misfortune' part. I told Ilona that she was my partner in poster making, and she was busy doing something with her obviously new -best friend- who is kathleen. Yes, they're pretty much inseparable. after i tell her that I was her partner in poster making, she was shocked. She didn't want to joinj the contest but we have no choice. We were written down by the class president, and the class adviser. Due to her reaction, I'd say that she doesn't want me as a parter. I'd say she'd approve if Kathleen was her parter but no. I was her [artner and she protested. It was like she obviously doesn't wanna be with me even for a short period of time except when i treat her things like burgers and taho from our school vendor. yes, what a friend isn't she? 2nd misfortune that happened to me is that I had to miss my math subject in order to attend the poster making contest. I had to miss my crush!!! My favorite math teacher Sir Feria.... sigh!!! being motivated when you like the teacher helps in getting high grades and pasipsip effects. but not in our physics teacher. he's completely plain boring and i guess we all get low grades because of his teaching way and his lackof consideration in our grades, especially our seatworks and stuffs. Third, which I became really depressed was when lunchtime came. I was treating lon taho and when kathleen saw her she hugged her and said I missed you. Right, it was infront of me. You know how I feel? I feel like a dagger went through my chest and pierced my heart until it han out of blood. SO I was unwanted. I was invisible.Figures how they act when they don't need anything from me. and I wsa the last person they could run to and ask help or money or anything? Gosh, that hurts you know. I want them to stand on my shoes and feel what i have experienced last year, and especially this year. Sometimes I think, do i even have real friends in that kind of school? Yes its an exclusive school but wait, are the students there for real? Its like every corner of the school I see plastic see through people everywhre, especially my so called 3bm friends! I feel like they don't need me and they don't see that they have ME in their lives! Hello?! I sometimes wanted to ask is it the things or the person?! Sometimes I just give you gifts and you don't appreciate what I'm doing! You just talk about yourselves, and you don't see that I can be talked to, and I can be hweard from and I can be a friend also?! IO remembered when they were both talking about their trip to baguio i felt my heart go -reap- and they even spent the time for recess and lunch alone in the classroom! is there anything wrong about me?! I sometimes wonder if I am really needed or I am just being used?!? because, hey! Duh! Your hearts are made of stones! Don't you see me? I'm here, I'm here, HELLO WORLD, I'M HERE!!! I'M HERE, I'M YOUR FRIEND AND I NEED AFFECTION FROM YOU GUYS YOU HEAR?! YOU'RE JUST WASTE OF TIME!!!! YOU'RE PLASTICS!!!! okay enough of that!!!! I'm just telling my grudges to you, and still, i feel it being pierced into my chest and it hurts, IT HURTS YOU KNOW!!!! Sigh... later on they're coming here, sleeping for the night, and we will share plastic smiles and friendship again... figures... I can play all schoolyear until graduation... just go with the flow right? Yeah that's nice. :D just go with the flow.... TT_TT

~A Distant Dream~

!!!WANTED!!!

Zero Kiryuu Test Cosplay

Happy New Year

Quote for the Day

*B-TCH*

MOTIVATION!!!

White or Grey? Hmm...

Stupidity is Never the Best Policy with Friends

~Sheet naman tong Buhay Nato~

OK!!! I had enough with it!!!

Ashiya Senti Mode On

One Last Moment

Continuity

ICC Hangover XD

Sorrow.... you're devouring me again...

August 11... is Tomorrow

Group pic of KAT TUN for Cosplay

I H8 Myself

Hahahaha!!! Gawds

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Ah, experience

NAWALAN NAKO NG MUKHA!!!

*Sigh*

Photoshoot... resume or unresume?

Day-Depression at School

B-TCH

Sigh